Wednesday, December 28, 2011

His Call




Matthew 8:18-27
New International Version (NIV)
The Cost of Following Jesus
 18 When Jesus saw the crowd around him, he gave orders to cross to the other side of the lake. 19 Then a teacher of the law came to him and said, “Teacher, I will follow you wherever you go.”
 20 Jesus replied, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.”
 21 Another disciple said to him, “Lord, first let me go and bury my father.”
 22 But Jesus told him, “Follow me, and let the dead bury their own dead.”
Just as Jesus told the teacher of the law, He tells us too that it is costly to follow Him.  In today’s society and probably back in the days that Jesus walked on this earth it seems like we get so busy with our way of life that we forget who we are serving.  Many, many times we get so busy doing “things” that we don’t have time for the person that is needing a friend, a meal, a dollar, or just someone who will listen to their story.  So many times we begin to feel burdened with the burdens of others yet that was the ministry of Jesus, He healed the sick, He cause the lame to walk, the deaf to hear, and the mute to speak.  He didn’t come to have a fanfare of followers.  He didn’t come and live in the luxury of a home built for a king.  He came into this world, not in the comforts of a home but rather in the filth of a stable.  He chose to walk among the tax collectors and sinners, not with the rich and famous.  When one teacher of the law told Jesus he wanted to follow Him, Jesus immediately knew this man’s motives and He warns him that Jesus Himself had no place on earth that He could call home.  Then, another man wanted to just go back and bury his father and then he would go.  Does that sound familiar to you?  Lord, send me wherever you want me to go and I will do so as soon as the kids are grown, or my parents are no longer around, or my parents are in the care home or are home with you, and the list goes on and on.  “Jesus I will follow you not matter what, but just don’t let me lose my job.”  In this passage, Jesus is not trying to be insensitive but He needed to make a point that if these people were followers of Jesus Christ there would not be a reason or need to go back to the family that was apparently spiritually dead and they were most likely not going to change that status if he waited and went with Jesus after they were physically dead. 
We have some friends that spent some time as missionaries in another country.  She told me once that when they left the United States she had a brother who was very sick with kidney problems and she also had elderly parents.  She gave them over to the Lord and went and did His work.  He allowed her to see them again as they were all still living when she returned to the United States.  Jesus wants to bless us but He also wants us to set our priorities straight.  How are you doing with your priorities?  I know that mine are not always where they should be and I continually work at placing them where they need to be.  I haven’t written a blog for several days because my priorities were not where they needed to be.  I can use a lot of excuses but when it comes right down to it, my priorities were off.  The past several days I have felt like Paul must have felt when he said in Romans 7: 21 – 23   21 “So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22 For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; 23 but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.(http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans%207%20:%2021%20-%2023&version=NIV)
This past week has been very difficult for me.  In my heart and soul I know that God is working out a plan in and through me.  He knows my struggles, He knows my needs, and He knows me.  But, the world comes into play and I begin to view things the way the world would view them.  I have been looking for work and I had a very good prospect of a job that I thought I could be very successful in.  I was excited about the possibilities and then I was offered another job with a lot less hours and a lot less income with no benefits to speak of.  I took the job because the other one was not yet offered to me but I told them that there would be a possibility that I may be offered another job and didn’t want to surprise them if this happened.  Well, they hired me anyway and I really enjoy the work that I am doing.  But, I found out that the other position fell through and I didn’t get a second interview.  I want to just say that it is God’s will and I am very happy where I am at but at the same time I am frustrated and a war wages within me.  Why am I not good enough to at least get a second interview?  What am I not being considered for the job?  What have done to cause people to overlook me?  I have always strived to be the best employee that I could be.  Why? Why? Why?  I am frustrated that I feel that way when I know that God is in control.  Then, if that wasn’t enough I was told I needed to have surgery and I have no sick leave and I just started a job.  I know I am blessed, I know God will take care of me but yet I get frustrated.  Have you ever been there?  This is what is called spiritual warfare and satan loves these battles but you know what?  Satan is not going to win the war, he may win a few battles but the victory is in Jesus Christ our Lord!  I trust that today as you seek Him that you will see His faithfulness and that you too will be faithful to whatever and wherever He may be calling you,
Seeking Him with all my heart and striving to do His will,
Sheila    

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