Friday, September 28, 2012

Remain in Him


Matthew 26:47-56
New International Version 1984 (NIV1984)
47 While he was still speaking, Judas, one of the Twelve, arrived. With him was a large crowd armed with swords and clubs, sent from the chief priests and the elders of the people.48 Now the betrayer had arranged a signal with them: “The one I kiss is the man; arrest him.” 49 Going at once to Jesus, Judas said, “Greetings, Rabbi!” and kissed him.
50 Jesus replied, “Friend, do what you came for.”
Then the men stepped forward, seized Jesus and arrested him.51 With that, one of Jesus’ companions reached for his sword, drew it out and struck the servant of the high priest, cutting off his ear.
52 “Put your sword back in its place,” Jesus said to him, “for all who draw the sword will die by the sword. 53 Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels? 54 But how then would the Scriptures be fulfilled that say it must happen in this way?”
55 At that time Jesus said to the crowd, “Am I leading a rebellion, that you have come out with swords and clubs to capture me? Every day I sat in the temple courts teaching,  and you did not arrest me. 56 But this has all taken place that the writings of the prophets might be fulfilled.”  Then all the disciples deserted him and fled.

(http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%2026:%2047-56&version=NIV1984)

 

Luke 22:51

New International Version 1984 (NIV1984)

51 But Jesus answered, “No more of this!” And he touched the man’s ear and healed him.

Let’s go back and look at Matthew 26:31-35
31 Then Jesus told them, “This very night you will all fall away on account of me,  for it is written:
“‘I will strike the shepherd,
    and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.’
32 But after I have risen, I will go ahead of you into Galilee.”
33 Peter replied, “Even if all fall away on account of you, I never will.”
34 “I tell you the truth,” Jesus answered, “this very night, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times.”
Wow, Jesus could have said, “Enough of this!  Send the angels, I am ready to show them who is in Power!”  But He didn’t.   Why not?  Because He knew His purpose for being on this earth.  What was His purpose?  To Glorify the Father through the fulfillment of scripture.  He could stay focused because He knew His purpose. 
The disciples, on the other hand were a bit confused.  Jesus asked them to come and follow Him.  They gave up all that they had to follow Jesus.  They left loved ones and careers behind in order to follow Jesus.  They ate with Him, laughed with Him and probably even cried with Him.  They knew Him better than most; some had even had a mountaintop experience with Him like none other.  They saw His miracles and were empowered to do miracles as well.  They went off together, with no money, no change of clothes, and no plan except to witness to those in different cities.  Now they stand here wanting to defend their leader and He tells them to stop.  At this point, they have forgotten all that they have known about Jesus.  They have forgotten all about His words, they become focused on themselves and fear for their very own lives and they run.

Some reading this may have never had an experience like the disciples and if so it is probably because you are young.  I think most of us though have been there at one point or many points in our lives.  We have run from God because we were thinking more about ourselves than we were about fulfilling His plan for us in our lives.  For me this moment came when I had my first miscarriage.  I was 21 years old and was lying in a hospital bed after losing my first baby.  I felt sorry for myself.  I was just at three months along and was just getting really excited about having this baby and then it was gone.   I remember my husband bringing me a devotional booklet.  I really didn’t want to have anything to do with it, I wasn’t in the mood to commune with God.  Why did He take my baby?  I was angry at Him, angry at myself and sorely disappointed.  Looking back at that point, I can say I was like the disciples and I abandoned ship for just a little while.  I did not deny Christ, or His power, I simply went in hiding, just like the disciples. 

We can all stand strong when we have Jesus by our side but what happens when He allows something to happen that we do not like?  What happens when He is not there?   Take special note of who left in this passage, was it Jesus?  No, it was His disciples.  When we feel far away from God who is it that left?  Was it God?  No, we are the ones that are led astray, our Father remains.  Jesus did not flee from the disciples, they fled from Him.  For a short time they forgot all of their training, they forgot all of the power that they had seen displayed, they felt useless, helpless, confused, you name it, they probably felt it and they ran. 

I have had many disappointing moments in my life since that miscarriage but like the disciples I learned from that moment and have grown stronger.  There are those who have suffered far more than I and have stood strong in their faith.  They didn’t remain strong through half-hearted Bible reading, or an occasional prayer, or attendance at church on Sunday morning.  No, they did it through a relationship with their Father in Heaven.  Their faith was strong because they ran too Him, not away from Him.  Even when we run away He gives us opportunity to come back to Him.  He appears to us and bids us come.  I don’t know where any of you are at today but if you are in the position that I was in, pain, agony, distress, angry, frustrated, distraught . . . reach out to Jesus, recognize His power, and ask Him to help you through.

Seek Him with all your hearts and you will find rest, power, and strength through Him.

Seeking Him with all my heart,
Sheila

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